I was humming along on Friday. I just finished my third interview for the day when my stomach started to hurt. The next day I had a slight fever and didn’t feel chipper so I laid low living off rice and binge watch romance movies. The next day I felt a little better and drove one hour to meet a friend for lunch and pick up a yard statue of two dolphins jumping out of the water.

Mondays rolls around and I put in a normal work day, which causes me to relapse on Tuesday. A friend said, “If I don’t get better by Thursday I’d better call the doctor.” Well that was enough to put fear into me. Doctors, no way! See I don’t like the doctor’s world after the cancer event. Besides I was just there a few weeks back and all they did was send me home with a few pill. I can heal myself.

I started with down orange-red ray of light to clear and burn away all toxic bugs and virus. I called forth Archangel Raphael and asked for a healing. Then I did Reiki on my stomach and intestines.  I had a bowl of rice and went to bed at 7pm. During the night I woke up dripping wet from the fever. By morning I was well again.

My question is why do we wait to ask for help? It wasn’t until I had a relapse did I do anything about it. Why don’t we ask for help? Why do we suffer unnecessary?

What I learned from the experience is that I’m stubborn. I go through the pain and suffering until I can’t stand it anymore, then I ask for help. What if I ask for help right away? Help is always there for us but for some reason we think we have to do it on own. Where in your life are you being stubborn and not asking for help?

If you are having a really hard time asking for help I’d love to have a conversation with you to see if I can help you. Just email me at jolen@jolenphilbrook.com and put “mindset” in the subject line. I would love to hear from you.